Friday, May 02, 2008
i cant believe tt im thinkin my life's gettin more fucked up. no uni's letter. seeing ppl gettin those interviews and already gettin seats in the university. so the now me is super zibei. haha and i've gt so much time to think abt it! finalli felt tt i din put in any effort to do anything at all. n i mean, anything. feeling damn fucked up n all lor. thn also, realised tt i also cant do sports well too. is tt a bad thing? or issit tt its tellin me im supposed to b specialising in another area? and tt im beta in smth else? which i suppose tt i hav totalli no idea abt. AND i also realise im realli like super duper like [jing di zi wa], dunno any shiet at all. N i can definitely, im bad at my communication skills. which is quite a bad thing too. weaknesses n more weaknesses.no strengths
no confidence
no shiet
kahyeow's finalli wasted 18 [soon to b 19] years of life
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