haha! my blog is like super dead like long time ago already. hmmmm... happy chinese new year to everybody! hahaha.. shall update again nxt time =D too lazy to blog anyways. hgahahaha. bb
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hmmm.. been thinkin over this suicidal incident. why ppl want to suicide? suiciding is smth that u shldnt even be thinkin of, even if its a teeny weeny bit. last time, maids all die cause they clean window. now they die cause they want to die. wtf is the world gettin into? why do ppl hav this physcological problem of wanting to die if they cant solve a problem?

ok i gt this quote from a google webside.
"Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain.”

its kind of obvious that wad the quote is driving to yea? sumtimes when i think, i cant realli seem to get what advantages does suicide gets u to. its like u eating drugs or drinkin alcohol, tryin to get urself out of this reality, and go into a world of fantasy where u live and rule the world.... blah blah blah.... cant these ppl juz put themselves into the shoes of other people who are worse than them? in looks, bodily functions[disabilities, handicaps]. these ppl have suffered much much more pain, but yet they still do not resort to suicide to get rid of all the pain n suffering that they are in!
Some people who end their lives or attempt suicide might be trying to escape feelings of rejection, hurt, or loss. Others might be angry, ashamed, or guilty about something. Some people may be worried about disappointing friends or family members. And some may feel unwanted, unloved, victimized, or like they’re a burden to others. But most people get through it or can put their problems in perspective and find a way to carry on with determination and hope. So why does one person try suicide when another person in the same tough situation does not?

ok i realised that im a realli realli bad essay writer. shall learn how to express myself better while writing.
tatas.

prays--*rest in piece*
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I CANT FUCKIN BVELIEVED IT. I KIND OF LIKE WITNESSED A FUCKIN SUICIDE. i juz came home from kbox(1610) sumwhere ard there. when i was goin into the lift, 2 police man came in wif me. they were like darn quiet la. talkin abt sum staircase thingy, on the 18th lvl. thn right, i reached home and went to do sum stuffs. was baq at the com at (1620) ok. thn when i sat down at the com, i saw smth flew down outside my window. my window was translucent, cannot realli see through 1. onli can see shadow. a black/orange shadow flew past it la of course. thn i heard a "wei!" super load. thn a heard a 'BOOOOOOOOOOOM" sound. the buildin structure was literalli shakin la. thn i went to open window look down. knn ccb fuck u na bei. a maid was lying face up. n when i looked down, she was like lookin at me. i was like so hum diao la. imagine sum suicidal person died lookin at u. screwed up [time 1630(sumwhere ard there)] thn i call my friend. ask him go upstairs wif me. thn we checked the place where she jumped out. i think she jumped from the 18th floor. thats wad my best guess is thn. darn lucky aint i[seeing shadow of ppl jumping]? there're like 5 police cars in the carpark la. i looked at the corpse like 2 times =X the 3rd time i tried to look, the police had already covered the corpse. i cant believe how i would feel if im on the 2nd floor, where by the corpse laid.

hmm gonna go pray tml at bugis already. kkaes. tatas.. shall blog agian ltr

[10/02/2007 1620-1640]
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xian man. was screwing ard wif gp tca. "which author do u sympathise wif? state ur reasons. how are the 2 passages relevant to the singapore context?" smth like that la the question. i forget liao. its all abt animal rights la

kk. thn for the AQ, i wrote that i sympathise wif the 1st guy cause he dun even feeel or even take into consideration how the animals would feel. what would u think if u seen a guy being chopped up, cooked and eaten infront of u? its would b the same as u witnessing a pig being killed and cooked before serving it up as a delicacy. why do people dun think that animals are the same as human, having a life, which shld b of the same value of a human. why is the value of their life so low? ok. i knw im writing bullshit. i dun even knw wad im thinkin of laaaa.. i wasnt in a right sense of mind. or wadeva laaa...lols. it was seriously bullshit. i cant write argumentative essays laaa...

hmm.. life is still as boring as eva. theres nth much interesting to update recently. haven been seeing stuffs that i could blog abt.

anyways if u ppl love stars, u shld look at the sky in the evening these few days or wks. cause the sky is super clear and u could see alot of stars in the sky. even in the morning, the sky was so clear that i could onli see blue w/o any clouds. hahaha. ok. my english suck. shall update soon. bye peeps
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